It is now 2nd of July 2012. I already miss June.
June has been a great month for me.
first, 1st of June was his birthday. I was the first one to wish him. WHEE. sorry.. but no present..
second, it's my friend's birthday. DINIE. I forgot that it was 5th June so I wished her quite late. (since it was holiday, I lost track of time).
third, it was 12 June. A great thing had happened to me and some of my friends. For the FIRST time ever in my 15 years old life, I PASSED high-jump. HEHE :B .
I know, I'm a noob. But hey, at least I tried, right ?
The height was ........................... 0.95m . I know, it's low.
But honestly, I had never passed a high-jump before even if the height was 0.5m (when I was in primary school. And I was really chubby back then.)
forth, on 15 June, it was my sister's birthday. HIHI. Didn't wish her :p.
on 29th of June. It was report card day..
My parents came to school. They discussed with the teacher about my attitude in class.
Cikgu tak habis-habis puji. She said , I'm responsible, reliable and and , I have the potential of getting straight A's. Alhamdulillah.
If the teacher says that, then I'm sure, I will get straight A's.
Byebye :D
Monday, 2 July 2012
Saturday, 26 May 2012
It's Holiday Time
hey. We have 2 weeks of holiday. The first day is almost up. It was boring .
My parents went for umrah. I miss them..
especially my mum. I miss how she would shout at us to pray, eat and I really miss her because every night I would go to her and kiss her and say "I love you Mummy" .
Before she went off , she cried .
my sister asked "why is mummy crying?" my mum didn't answer yet she smiled.
I was really gonna burst into tears. tapi kita hold back lah kan, nak tunjuk macho.
but seriously.
Gosh, I already miss them. for the whole 2 weeks, I won't be able to spend time with them.
It's supposed to be a family holiday..
Mummy , Daddy , be careful . I will always pray for your safety .
I love you.
My parents went for umrah. I miss them..
especially my mum. I miss how she would shout at us to pray, eat and I really miss her because every night I would go to her and kiss her and say "I love you Mummy" .
Before she went off , she cried .
my sister asked "why is mummy crying?" my mum didn't answer yet she smiled.
I was really gonna burst into tears. tapi kita hold back lah kan, nak tunjuk macho.
but seriously.
Gosh, I already miss them. for the whole 2 weeks, I won't be able to spend time with them.
It's supposed to be a family holiday..
Mummy , Daddy , be careful . I will always pray for your safety .
I love you.
Thursday, 3 May 2012
relationships
Every relationship has its up and down . Friends , family etc.
sometimes we have to fight to protect something.
But it's better to not have a fight cuz it'll break the bond you cherish the most.
Again, we had a fight. I think it was my fault this time..
I was doing my work when he did so childish. He threw stuff at me.
I was getting a little bit annoyed but somehow I've gotten used to it , so nevermind.
he kept throwing it until i feel really annoyed .
so I 'merajuk' with him. Not talking to him.
I went back from school alone. I was supposed to walk back with F and S but I decided to walk alone .
"It's better being off alone. not wanted to be seen by anybody"
Until I reached home. I changed my clothes and laid on bed . I took the house phone and called you..
I called you 5-7 times. You didn't answer and finally someone answered .
"<name> tak balik lagi."
"Oh, yeke? tak pelah macam tu. Terima kasih,ya?"
*hangs up phone*
Lying on the bed while listening to music and a message is received .
It was your name.
Never thought you think of me that way.
If that's the way you want it to be, fine..
I wanted to call you to apologize but ..
I'll stop now. I'll stop everything if you want me to. Although it's like stabbing a knife into my heart, how painful it is, I'll do it. For your sake.
I'm getting moody these days . I think it's because of the upcoming exam and also folio.
byebye. have a nice day.
sometimes we have to fight to protect something.
But it's better to not have a fight cuz it'll break the bond you cherish the most.
Again, we had a fight. I think it was my fault this time..
I was doing my work when he did so childish. He threw stuff at me.
I was getting a little bit annoyed but somehow I've gotten used to it , so nevermind.
he kept throwing it until i feel really annoyed .
so I 'merajuk' with him. Not talking to him.
I went back from school alone. I was supposed to walk back with F and S but I decided to walk alone .
"It's better being off alone. not wanted to be seen by anybody"
Until I reached home. I changed my clothes and laid on bed . I took the house phone and called you..
I called you 5-7 times. You didn't answer and finally someone answered .
"<name> tak balik lagi."
"Oh, yeke? tak pelah macam tu. Terima kasih,ya?"
*hangs up phone*
Lying on the bed while listening to music and a message is received .
It was your name.
Never thought you think of me that way.
If that's the way you want it to be, fine..
I wanted to call you to apologize but ..
I'll stop now. I'll stop everything if you want me to. Although it's like stabbing a knife into my heart, how painful it is, I'll do it. For your sake.
I'm getting moody these days . I think it's because of the upcoming exam and also folio.
Saturday, 7 April 2012
YOU :'(
I miss you . I miss you . I miss you . I miss you . You went to camp for prefects . On Tuesday and Wednesday you went for chess . Thursday , you went back to school as usual but on Friday u had to go again ..
I only get to see you for one day only ..
I want to hear your voice.
I'm worried .
There are so many incidents going on . Rain , thunders , sickness etc . I hope you're doing fine ..
Tomorrow he's gonna come back . I hope he'll be safe on the way back . I can't wait to hear his voice .
I bet he's having so much fun .It's a great way to relief stress .
I think I'm the only one who thinks about him . Him? he's too busy i guess ..
sad , tired , bored . These are all the things I feel when you're not here .
I only get to see you for one day only ..
I want to hear your voice.
I'm worried .
There are so many incidents going on . Rain , thunders , sickness etc . I hope you're doing fine ..
Tomorrow he's gonna come back . I hope he'll be safe on the way back . I can't wait to hear his voice .
I bet he's having so much fun .It's a great way to relief stress .
I think I'm the only one who thinks about him . Him? he's too busy i guess ..
Sunday, 11 March 2012
11 March of the year 2012 .
Today I was really upset . I woke up early around 7 although I slept at 1 a.m. just to wait for you .
around 8 o'clock morning , I typed 'wan' at my skype . He replied around 9 . I don't care about that , because I know he was still asleep . I know him well enough . and then we started web-caming . Yes, with my messy hair and my pajamas we started web-caming. Got problem ? That's me . Oh, before that , he called me and web-cam . It started with "zaf da bangun ke ? " I find that question really amusing . of course I was awake silly . If I am still sleeping , I wouldn't be answering your call .
I don't care about that . We talked like usual . Talk about yesterday's event and etc .
And then he asked me a question . I can't say what type because it's private . jeng jeng jeng . and I answered the question but it was a lie . He actually believed it . I was like "wan , why are you getting upset about ?".
And then I said , "how long do you think we've known each other ? how long we're together ?"
We were strangers and then friends , good friends , best friends and now here we are , together.
First he answered "3" and then "1" . It's true it's been 3 years since we've known each other and 1 year since we've started going out .
"tau pon . So, up until now you still don't know wether I'm lying or I'm telling the truth ?"
"..."
"you don't even trust me ? "
The question actually involves other guys . I answered 'yes' . Of course it was a lie . How do you feel when the person you've been so long with doesn't know which one is a lie and which one is the truth and up until now he or she doesn't trust you ? Well, I don't know about you but I feel heartbroken .
Yela , bayangkan la , orang yang you gila trust tapi dia tak trust you balik .
Until now , we haven't made up yet . *sighs* . I hate to go through all this . But if this is what it's like to be in a realtionship , I don't care . I'll have to fix it no matter what it costs . I just don't want to let this slide away . I don't want my precious memory fade away .
One rule in every relationship. No matter how fade up you are , never ever suggest a break up.
I think I feel a lot better . Oh , and sorry for taking your time reading this . Have a goodnight or a good day!
Assalamualaikum.
around 8 o'clock morning , I typed 'wan' at my skype . He replied around 9 . I don't care about that , because I know he was still asleep . I know him well enough . and then we started web-caming . Yes, with my messy hair and my pajamas we started web-caming. Got problem ? That's me . Oh, before that , he called me and web-cam . It started with "zaf da bangun ke ? " I find that question really amusing . of course I was awake silly . If I am still sleeping , I wouldn't be answering your call .
I don't care about that . We talked like usual . Talk about yesterday's event and etc .
And then he asked me a question . I can't say what type because it's private . jeng jeng jeng . and I answered the question but it was a lie . He actually believed it . I was like "wan , why are you getting upset about ?".
And then I said , "how long do you think we've known each other ? how long we're together ?"
We were strangers and then friends , good friends , best friends and now here we are , together.
First he answered "3" and then "1" . It's true it's been 3 years since we've known each other and 1 year since we've started going out .
"tau pon . So, up until now you still don't know wether I'm lying or I'm telling the truth ?"
"..."
"you don't even trust me ? "
The question actually involves other guys . I answered 'yes' . Of course it was a lie . How do you feel when the person you've been so long with doesn't know which one is a lie and which one is the truth and up until now he or she doesn't trust you ? Well, I don't know about you but I feel heartbroken .
Yela , bayangkan la , orang yang you gila trust tapi dia tak trust you balik .
Until now , we haven't made up yet . *sighs* . I hate to go through all this . But if this is what it's like to be in a realtionship , I don't care . I'll have to fix it no matter what it costs . I just don't want to let this slide away . I don't want my precious memory fade away .
One rule in every relationship. No matter how fade up you are , never ever suggest a break up.
I think I feel a lot better . Oh , and sorry for taking your time reading this . Have a goodnight or a good day!
Assalamualaikum.
Saturday, 10 March 2012
nur Zafirah Zakiah
I wrote my name as my title . Do you know why ? Well , I'll give you 3 seconds to think . No idea ? Well, me too ! GOT YOU !
I'm actually very bored right now. This one week of holiday doesn't feel like holiday at all . I have to do Hystory Project , training for Bomba . GAH , why is it so unfair ?
I've been chosen to 'wakil' for petaling perdana as well as my other seniors la. I'll bet it'll be awkward . I want my friends to be there . All I know form 3 who is confirmed going to be there is Adam . Not my classmate . The other adam . BooHoo *cries* .
I have to do the 'latihan intensif' . I bet I'll be black when I arrive home. I'll take a picture and show it . I'll edit the left side will be before and the right side will be after . Then you'll see . Miahaha !
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I think I'm getting my old habit back . I don't want it ! But I just can't help it . I just can't make my fingers stay put ! mesti nak kena rub against each other . Do you know the flesh between our fingers ? The one that allows us to do the peace sign ? (^_^)v . It used to have 'luka' there . I stopped my habit because it was so painful but now I think I'm getting it back . Ways to prevent me from doing it is either wash my hand every single 15 minutes or put something between them to prevent it from rubbing like a handkerchief or a tissue .
Okay , I think I'm done. Now , I need to wash my hands again . *cries*
I'm actually very bored right now. This one week of holiday doesn't feel like holiday at all . I have to do Hystory Project , training for Bomba . GAH , why is it so unfair ?
I've been chosen to 'wakil' for petaling perdana as well as my other seniors la. I'll bet it'll be awkward . I want my friends to be there . All I know form 3 who is confirmed going to be there is Adam . Not my classmate . The other adam . BooHoo *cries* .
I have to do the 'latihan intensif' . I bet I'll be black when I arrive home. I'll take a picture and show it . I'll edit the left side will be before and the right side will be after . Then you'll see . Miahaha !
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I think I'm getting my old habit back . I don't want it ! But I just can't help it . I just can't make my fingers stay put ! mesti nak kena rub against each other . Do you know the flesh between our fingers ? The one that allows us to do the peace sign ? (^_^)v . It used to have 'luka' there . I stopped my habit because it was so painful but now I think I'm getting it back . Ways to prevent me from doing it is either wash my hand every single 15 minutes or put something between them to prevent it from rubbing like a handkerchief or a tissue .
Okay , I think I'm done. Now , I need to wash my hands again . *cries*
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
my computer is where I express 90% of my feelings .
My computer is the only one who can see my embarassing moments such as when I pick my nose (ewww xD) , when I'm naked right after my shower , when I drool (only when I'm sleeping kayy ?) , when I eat maggi like a racecar , when I take off my shirt and etc .
why oh why can't I marry my computer ? I love you computer . don't leave me . HAHA !
oh , at school we learnt science , REPRODUCTION . I was getting nervous . We learnt about sexual reproductions and asexual reproduction . What we learnt today was just the intro . After this we'll learn about 'those' stuffs T.T AAAH ! save me !
I don't want to learn this but for the sake of my results , I'll have to force myself .
thank youuuuuuuu ! ^^
My computer is the only one who can see my embarassing moments such as when I pick my nose (ewww xD) , when I'm naked right after my shower , when I drool (only when I'm sleeping kayy ?) , when I eat maggi like a racecar , when I take off my shirt and etc .
why oh why can't I marry my computer ? I love you computer . don't leave me . HAHA !
oh , at school we learnt science , REPRODUCTION . I was getting nervous . We learnt about sexual reproductions and asexual reproduction . What we learnt today was just the intro . After this we'll learn about 'those' stuffs T.T AAAH ! save me !
I don't want to learn this but for the sake of my results , I'll have to force myself .
thank youuuuuuuu ! ^^
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