i wanna express my feelings here . my life just suck !
sometimes it is . mom dad , i'm 14 now ! i'm a teenager , not a kid .
i'm big enough to take care of myself . sometimes you 'layan' me like a kid .
look , i can choose my clothes myself .
i won't choose any clothes that expose too much . you do know that i don't like that kind of clothes right .
and please let me go hang out with my friends .
i remember that i used to ask you to send me at the court to play badminton . you asked what for , are there any teachers and so on .
dad , that was for fun . i wanted to play badminton . i didn't want to sit at home playing laptop all the time .
sometimes i ask them wether i can hang out with my pals . the answer will always be a NO .
even if it's just a stone's throw a way . as you can see , i can actually WALK there . no car is needed .
i'm not forcing them to let me go . but please , even just once .
oh , there's more . usually , school always have the camp thing right ?
i asked my parents wether i can go . they said no .
then i talked back at them "DADDY ! this is once in a lifetime ! why won't you let me go to the camp ? who knows , maybe i'll be dead next week , next month , or maybe tomorrow ?? PLEASE LA , i want to try , even once ! "
and yeah , after that i cried . i was really mad at myself . and that whole day , i was being moody .
my life is so OVERPROTECTED .
i need time , space , joy .
i took some from britney spears 'overprotected'
thank you for reading this , bye bye ^^
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