alone in life .

hey there .
lately , I feel alone in life .
I feel like I have no one in my life .
I feel like my friends betrayed my trust .
I feel like everyone hates me .
I feel like everyone stabs my back .

Last night , I dreamt about we're going on a school trip .
We had to pair up in teams .
But I was the only one who didn't have a partner.
So , I went there alone without any partner .
And guess what ?
I saw my friends looking at me with those sharp eyes .
It's as just saying to me "hey , look , it's zaf . Kesian dia tak de partner . No one wants to become her partner"
One of them was my best friend .

 "Sometimes it's better off alone than having friends who secretly stabs your back" 
These are the words who inspired me .

Watching Naruto has inspired me to be a new person . To never give up . To never let hatred controls you and finally , how to love someone .