Monday, 20 February 2012

feelings

hey there . Again , I'm in a bad mood . When I say bad mood , I mean really really in a bad mood .
In class , it was horrible . only Allah knows how angry I am .
During recess , I had fun talking with Alya , Ami , Filzah and you . Finally , I have friends who I can share my problems with . It's easy if we share the same problem and sort it out when we have each other .

If I'm the kind of girl who doesn't have emotional I would have mock you in the face , slap you , punch and kick you just to let you know how angry I am . I felt like bursting into tears in class because I just could'nt stand it anymore . Tak nak la menangis kan , nanti macam I mintak attention org pulak and then people would be like "eh eh , zaf nangis oh . kenapa oh ? siapa buat dia nangis ? " . I don't want like that .
I cried as soon as I finished my lunch . I must have lunch first if not , then I wouldn't have enough energy to cry . LOL .
I feel like printing your face and scribble your face with a moustache , nostrils , mole and finally punch it . I don't care if my hand hurts but if that's the way to let my anger out then it's fine by me . IDGAD about my hand . you see that ? That is how much I'm angry right now , sacrificing my hand just to punch your picture .

oh, i'll type this one in BM .
Kalau engkau rasa enkau da buat aku marah , kenpa nak buat lagi ? Tak ada kerja lain ke ? Menyusahkan hidup orang lain la . DON'T BE SELFISH LA .
Before you do something , think about others . How will they feel ?
Bayangkan lah , what if the same situation happens to you ? How will you feel ? ataupun engkau memang nak betul-betul berlaku ? Aku boleh je . I can you suffer more than how much I'm suffering right now .

oh oh and you , thank you for being with me . only you , I can share my problems with since you know who left me all alone . Thank you ! I love you . xoxo

assalamualaikum .

                                                  "she keeps it all to herself"
I'm in this situation .

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